My name is Mason, and my wife, Emma, and I are fifty-two years old and living in a blue-collar suburb of Birmingham, Alabama. Our kids are grown and out on their own, and I was enjoying my sex life with Emma and the freedom of an empty-nester lifestyle, at least until Emma became premenopausal, and lost interest in sex. This story is about the events that began about two years ago when I started exploring an outlet for my sexual frustrations.I’ve worked in a steel mill most of my life and always considered myself to be a rugged, good old Alabama, man’s man, like all my coworkers and neighbors. My closest friend and neighbor, Logan, and I work together in the steel mill, and he’s as rough and crude as they come. His wife is Abigail, who most people call Abi. My other close friends, Jacob, and David also work at the steel mill, and we’ve all been friends since elementary school. We have remained close by going on frequent hunting and fishing trips, joining bowling leagues together, having frequent poker nights, and helping each other work on our trucks and other projects. And it was common for us to talk about the pretty ladies we’d see when we were out together, and even tease about each other’s wives, because of our testosterone-fueled, heterosexual backgrounds.Because of my masculine self-image, I was embarrassed for myself when I started going online to porn sites for whacking material, after Emma lost interest in sex, especially since I found that I was attracted to not only the photos and videos of women, but I was also becoming fascinated with the men’s genitals. I had seen many naked boys in the showers in high school and naked men in the showers at work, but there was never a sexual context with them.After looking at photos and videos for a while I began reading cuckold stories, which were oddly arousing to me, even though I hadn’t previously thought about wanting to see Emma with other men. And reading about the cuckold husbands sucking the cocks of their wives’ lovers, led me to reading bisexual stories. Some of the stories I read had interesting scenarios, which reminded me of situations I had been in with Logan and my other friends on our hunting and fishing trips, bowling nights, poker nights, and other situations where just us guys were out together and drinking. We had known each other for decades, but I didn’t start having thoughts about sucking their cocks in those situations until reading the cuckold and bisexual stories. I was becoming obsessed with reading about and seeing other men’s cocks and balls, especially the ones that are bigger and thicker on soft, with big, low-hanging balls. That’s when I started thinking more about my friends and other men I had seen in the showers at the steel mill, especially Logan, who has what appears to be an uncircumcised, extremely thick, seven-inch long cock on soft, and lemon-sized, low-hanging balls, and my other friends are well-hung too. Somewhere along the way I started fantasizing about really trying to find a man to fondle and maybe even suck his cock, after never having homosexual thoughts before, but I had no idea where to look, since all the men I knew were tough alpha-males, who would likely kick my ass if I suggested something like that. Then the answer came to me in a bisexual cock sucking story I read. I learned that Craigslist allowed sexual personal ads until August 2018, when the ‘Fight Online Sex Trafficking Act’ was passed by congress, and Craigslist shut down those personal ads for fear of liability. Fortunately, a new personal contact site, named Doublelist, began in March of 2018, and according to the author of the story, it is probably the most similar replacement for the discontinued Craigslist personals. Doublelist is heavily moderated and doesn’t allow as much explicit content in the way of photos and posting headings, but it still provides the basic features of Craigslist by allowing men and women to anonymously post personal ads, and in the body of the ads allows them to be very explicit about their desires, to elicit contact from others. I joined the Doublelist site, which is free, and over a period of a couple of weeks, reading postings when I had time alone on my computer in the evenings, I read hundreds of ads, and soon started to differentiate between the men who were more on the homosexual side, talking in terms of hugging, kissing, and romance, versus the typically older, bisexual men just looking to give or get relief, or both, since they weren’t getting it at home from their wives. It was embarrassing for me knowing that I was fantasizing about sucking other men’s cocks, and I struggled with my diminished self-esteem, thinking that my friends would be disappointed and might even become abusive to me if they found out I was fantasizing about sucking cocks, and even their cocks, since I had seen them in the showers so many times. I had also read somewhere that the Birmingham area is one of the least gay cities in the country, and I was concerned about running into some homophobes. Making a First Contact I was disappointed with many of the postings on Doublelist, since I was looking for another mature, married man who just wanted to have his cock sucked, without any of the huggy, kissy stuff, and one who didn’t want to return the favor. For some reason I was identifying with the submissive men in the stories I had been reading, and I just wanted to suck another man with no reciprocation, at least at first.One Thursday night when I was online it was getting late, and I was just about to log off, when I saw a posting that interested me. The heading read, “Mature Husband Needs a Man’s Warm Mouth to Feed”. There were no photos, and the body of the message read, “50 yo married man not getting sexual relief at home, and I don’t want to cheat on my wife with another woman. Seeking another, mostly straight married man in his 40s or 50s to suck my cock and swallow my cum, with no reciprocation. Nervous since this is my first time doing this, and we must be careful not to be found out. You can contact me at the following email address.”I won’t otele gelen escort disclose his email address, and since I had recently established a private Yahoo email account, I wrote back. He was using the name, Cody, which was probably not his real name, and I used a fake name, saying, “Wow, Cody, your posting sounds perfect for me. I’m Jimmy, a 50 yo married man who has never done anything like this either, and I want to try sucking the cock and balls of a straight man like you. This is embarrassing for me, but I want to try it, and secrecy is also important to me. Please send photos of your cock and balls and give me some idea when and where we can meet.”He must have been interested because he replied in about five minutes, with three photos attached, saying, “Thanks for the response, Jimmy. We can’t meet at my home since my wife is always around, so you’ll need to be able to host at your home or have some other idea of how we could meet. And I want to make it clear that I’m just looking for a cock sucker, and we won’t be doing anything except feed you my cock and cum.” Cody’s photos were arousing, with a frontal view of his soft, thick, uncircumcised cock that appeared to be about seven inches long, and a big set of lemon-sized balls hanging down even below his cock. Another was of his cock hard, which appeared to be about nine inches long and even thicker, followed by a photo from behind with him bending over, and his cock and balls dangling between his legs. I excitedly wrote back, “Oh shit, Cody, your cock and balls are amazing, and I’m hungrier than ever to try sucking you. My wife is home most of the time too and it would normally be hard for me to host. But she’s going to visit her parents in Memphis this weekend, and you can come over on either Saturday or Sunday, or both if it works out well for both of us.” “But I don’t want to share my address online, and we can meet in the parking lot of a strip mall (which I gave him the name of) that’s about two miles from my home, and you can follow me back here. Let me know what day and time is good for you, and I’ll provide the address of the strip mall.” He wrote back, “Yeah, I know that strip mall, and it’s not far from my home either. Let’s meet there at 10:00 am on Saturday. I’ll be driving an old, black, Ford F-250. What will you be driving?”I responded, “I’m really getting nervous now, since my friends are rugged rednecks like me, and they would be so disappointed in me and kick my ass if they knew I was even thinking of doing something like this. It’s different for you, since you’re the one having your cock sucked, and I don’t think most men would turn down a blowjob. But I’m still up for it, and I’ll be driving an old, blue, Ram 2500. See you Saturday morning, and please take it easy with me, since this is all new to me.” It was nerve-wracking at work on Friday, trying to face my friends at lunch, feeling guilty about what I was going to do on Saturday, and worried that they might somehow be able to read my mind and find out. I made it through lunch okay, and then Logan and I were talking as we worked with the molding equipment.Logan’s my next-door neighbor and I wanted to find out what his plans were for Saturday, so I could determine if I needed to find some excuse to give why a stranger in an F-250 would be parking in front of my home and coming in. But before I could say anything, Logan asked, “What are your plans for the weekend, old buddy, since you told me on Monday that Emma was going to Memphis for the weekend?” That gave me an opportunity to give an excuse ahead of time that he might see some activity at my home, and answered, “I’ve got a bunch of errands to run in the morning, so I’ll be in and out, and I might get a guy over here to look at our deck, which needs repairs. But I should be free in the afternoon if you’d like to do something. What about your plans for tomorrow?”He replied, “I’ve got a few errands to run in the morning too, but then should be free in the afternoon. But look, man, since Emma is leaving this afternoon, why don’t you come over and join Abi and me for dinner tomorrow night?”I was happy to have a distraction to stop thinking about meeting Cody on Saturday, and gladly accepted his invitation. Surprise Meeting Saturday morning came quickly, and I got up early to clear some of the junk out of our spare bedroom, where I was planning on sucking Cody. I wanted the room to be neat, and was embarrassed for myself again, having a weird feeling like I was a girl preparing for my date when I knew I would be fucked in the mouth. After that I showered, shaved, and got dressed, so I’d be ready to leave home at about 9:50 am, which would get me to the parking lot a few minutes early. I backed out of my garage and was pulling onto the street, when I noticed Logan in his driveway unloading bags of mulch and topsoil, which must have been one of his errands that morning. I noticed he was getting back in his truck as I drove away, and that’s when it occurred to me that his truck is an old, black Ford F-250. I remembered thinking to myself, “There are a lot of black Ford F-250s in our area, and there’s no way that’s Cody.”I got to the strip mall and parked farther out on the lot, away from the stores, where there were fewer cars so Cody could find me more easily. The gravity of what I was doing hit home as I sat there waiting, and I was apprehensive and embarrassed about facing a man for the first time, with both of us knowing I had asked to suck his cock. Three or four minutes later I saw a black Ford F-250 pulling into the parking lot, and as it approached, I was a nervous wreck. He pulled into the space next to mine, but in the opposite direction, so or driver-side windows would be next to each other. I think we were both shocked when we recognized each other, and Logan saw that it was me staring back at him.Logan spoke first, asking, “Holy shit, Mason, what are you doing here?” Being the one in the weaker position, as the future cock sucker, I was more nervous and embarrassed, balgat escort and I knew I looked guilty, as I tried ineffectively to lie, saying, “Uh, well, uh, hi Logan, I was just sitting here for a few minutes after, uh, after running into the convenience store for something. What are you doing here?” He saw through my bullshit and took a more assertive stance, saying, “Yeah right, Mason, I’ll bet you’re really the Jimmy I was talking with online, and we were meeting here so I could follow you home, and let you suck my cock. Damn, man, how could you ever agree to suck a man’s cock like that?”I pretty much admitted I was Jimmy, by asking, “Well what about you, Logan, or should I say, Cody, making arrangements to have a man suck your cock?” Logan answered, “Yeah, well, this all seems pretty fucked up now, but I think it’s worse being a man sucking cocks, than it is for me to have a man suck my cock. I would never have guessed you’d be into this shit. Fuck, I was really looking forward to having my cock sucked too.” I was no longer thinking about sucking his cock, and instead wanted to find a way to defuse the situation, so we could remain friends. So, I said, “Well, as fucked up as this is, we’re still friends, and I’d like to keep being friends. Maybe we should at least go back to my place and talk this through a little bit.” He agreed, and we went back home, with Logan parking in his driveway. I handed him a cold beer when he came over and said, “Here, Logan, let’s sit back on the deck and talk this shit through.” We got settled on the deck and Logan said, “I probably should have seen this coming. Of course, I know that you have an old, blue Ram 2500, and you told me at work that Emma was going to Memphis this weekend. But fuck, old buddy, how did you get a desire to suck cocks?” I went through the details of after Emma lost interest in sex, I started going to porn sites and reading stories, and then said, “I don’t understand it myself, Logan. I was getting so horny, and I seemed to gravitate to and identify with the more submissive characters in the stories. I couldn’t help thinking about the boys I saw in the showers in high school and the men at work, including you, and I decided to try sucking a cock, at least one time, to get it out of my system. Another factor is that some of the stories involve scenarios that we do together as friends, like hunting, fishing, and bowling, where one or more of the friends is a cock sucker. What about you?” Logan replied, “Well, as I said in my email, Abi lost interest in sex too, and I was trying to get a blowjob instead of jerking off all the time. I figured that if I could find a mostly straight man out there who was just interested in sucking cock, and not all the huggy, kissy shit, then that would be a good way to get relief. I would never have guessed that my best friend is a cock sucker.” I laughed nervously and said, “Well, I’m not a cock sucker, Logan, at least not yet. And even though it’s humiliating facing you, my best friend, like this, I’m not going to lie and tell you that this urge has gone away. And if you think about it, why would it make a difference to you if it’s a friend or a stranger sucking you off?” He thought for a few seconds, and asked, “What are you saying, Mason? Are you saying that you’d still like to suck my cock?” I replied, “Yes, if I thought we could do this and remain friends. You know, maybe we can compartmentalize this aspect of our friendship, and otherwise try to go on as in the past. I mean, I think we’re already over the shock and embarrassment of it, at least I am, so why not do the fun part for both of us?” Logan asked, “Do you mean right here, and right now?”I responded, “We probably should go inside to the spare bedroom, so the neighbors don’t see us, but yeah, why not now? You’ll just have to remember that I’ve never done this before, and I’ll need to learn as I go, and rely on the stories I’ve read for pointers.” He said, “Okay, Mason, if you’re sure, because I’ve got a backed-up, monster load to feed you. I’ve never had a man suck my cock either, so I guess we can learn together.” Giving My First Blowjob We got to the bedroom, and he asked, “So, how do we do this?” I replied, “I guess, just take all your clothes off, so I’ll have full access, and sit on the side of the bed.” It was strange watching my friend striping down in front of me, and I watched his big cock and balls swinging between his legs as he got undressed and sat on the side of the bed with his legs spread. I moved between his legs on my knees, and it felt even stranger when I touched his hairy legs with my hands for support, as I leaned closer to his crotch. His strong, sweaty, musky aroma was just like I had read about, and was somehow intoxicating to me, as well as being a reminder that I was close to having oral sex with a rugged man. I was too embarrassed to even look up at his face as I gripped his meat, and I was impressed with and aroused by his thick, uncircumcised cock that was seven inches long on soft. His big balls were hanging down over the edge of the bed. His genitals were just as I remembered them from the showers and the photos he sent me. He flinched a little when I took the head of his meaty cock in my mouth and first sucked the big head, and then sucked more into my mouth, as I felt his foreskin slipping up and down. And as I had read about, I pushed my arms under his thighs and ass, and he instinctively moved his legs over my shoulders, before pulling two of the pillows over behind his back so he could lean back. His cock was already oozing precum, which was a little bitter, but tasted good, and I began sucking his cock, and not just moving up and down on it. Logan was moaning quietly and said, “You must have learned well from those stories, Mason, because your sucking feels so fucking good. Abigail would rarely suck my cock, and when she did, she just went up and down on it, without sucking. Your mouth feels like a tight, wet, sucking cunt on my cock.” I loved the feeling elvankent escort and taste of his big cock in my mouth, as I sucked him in deeper and deeper, while holding onto his thighs and ass for leverage. I couldn’t help the sucking and slurping sounds I was making. That somehow made it even more humiliating for me, with him being able to hear how I was hungrily slurping on his cock. He pulled his legs more tightly against my back and started humping into my mouth. I liked him taking charge that way, because I think it was easier on my ego to feel like I was being ‘forced’ to suck his cock. Logan was breathing harder as he said, “Holy shit, old buddy, we should have tried this years ago. I love having my cock sucked, and you must be a natural at it, since you’re catching on so quickly.” I continued sucking and slurping on his cock for what seemed like five minutes, when I felt his cock hardening more and beginning to flex, as he called out, “Oh fuck, oh shit, I’m cumming in your cock sucking mouth. Don’t you dare pull away, because I want all of my cum in your mouth and belly.” Spurt after spurt of his bitter cum was shooting into my mouth. I had read that cum can taste differently with men, and depending on their diet, and his bitter cum made it more arousing. That was such an erotic moment, just as I had read about, feeling his primal, throbbing, ejaculation breeding my mouth. I kept sucking and swallowing as his cock spurted six, seven, eight, and then nine times, and I loved the creamy texture of his cum. I continued sucking his softening cock, and although I read that some men get sensitive and want the cock sucker to stop after they cum, he loved it, and continued to hump my mouth, saying, “Oh, man, you drained my cock of a three-week load, and kept sucking for more. I’ve never felt anything like that. You mentioned in your email something about sucking my balls, which I hadn’t thought of, and I want you to do that too.” His musky aroma was more intense as I moved down to suck his balls, and that seemed somehow more intimate and submissive than sucking his cock. Testicles are the essence of a man’s masculinity, where he produces the seeds to breed and propagate our species, and I had not only sucked his cock and swallowed his sperm, but I was then sucking his balls and paying homage to his dominance over me. I licked and sucked his sweaty and hairy scrotum, before taking his lemon-sized, low-hanging testicles into my mouth, one at a time, as Logan laughed and said, “Oh fuck, no offense, old buddy, but I like seeing down there sucking my cock and balls. I’m surprised by how fast you’ve gotten into it, and how good you are at it. Are you sure that I’m the first man you’ve sucked?” It was hard to talk with my full his balls, and I kept sucking, getting more into it, as I realized that I loved having my face pressed into his hairy crotch. Then something happened I wasn’t sure was an accident or not, but Logan pivoted his hips farther back while I was sucking under and behind his balls, and suddenly I was faced with his long, thick, bulging perineum. I began sucking his perineum, because I thought he was giving me a hint to suck him there, and it was even gamier all the way in his crotch like that. I licked, sucked, and munched on his perineum before realizing that my chin was pressing into his ass, and my mouth was only an inch or so from his asshole at the bottom of his perineum. That turned me on too, but I had no intention of rimming his ass, which I had read about too. Logan said, ‘Damn, Mason, I was just adjusting my position to be a little more comfortable, and never expected you’d suck down there so close to my ass. But shit, man, that feels so good, and maybe someday I can get you to suck my crack and asshole for me.” He finally released the pressure from his legs, and I moved up to sit on the bed next to him. He didn’t put his clothes on as he laid back on the bed, with his soft cock and balls in view, when he said, “I was just hoping for a blowjob, but this turned into much more. I mean, Abi just moved up and down on my meat, and didn’t suck it like you did, and she damn sure never got close to my balls and ass. It was fantastic for me on the receiving end of your wet mouth, but how was it for you.” I answered, “Just from reading about this shit, I had no idea how arousing it would be to suck a flesh and blood cock and balls, and all the rest. I kind of got into a frenzy, and just wanted to make you happy. So, it was amazing for me too.”Logan said, “I’m glad we went through with it, even after the embarrassment of meeting in the parking lot like that, and I’d sure like to keep using your cunt mouth. With all the activities we do with our friends away from home, there should be plenty of opportunities. And even at home, there’ll be opportunities with us living next door. I can see you coming over to my work shed on a Saturday morning, to drain my cock. How about that, Mason, are you willing to suck my cock regularly for me?” I replied, “Yes, I would like to suck you regularly, but it might be hard when we’re out with Jacob and David too.”He laughed and said, “Well, after the way you went after my cock and balls, I’m pretty sure you’d like sucking them too. We’re bound to get caught anyway if we’re camping with them or something, and we try to find a few minutes away from them for you to suck me. So, you might want to plan on feeding from them too.” I said, “Whoa, Logan, I hadn’t considered that. I mean, I found you on Doublelist, just to see what it was like to suck a cock, but now I know that I like it. If I’m going to suck the others, we’ll have to find a way to bring it up, maybe next weekend when we’re up at the lake camping and fishing for three days and two nights. We always get drunk anyway, and you could mention how horny you are with Abi not fucking you or something, and that you could use a blowjob from anyone, even a man. We’ll see how that gets the others talking, and maybe we can come up with a way for someone to dare me to suck them.” We talked for a few more minutes, before I leaned in to casually suck his cock and balls for another hour, without him even asking me. I was between his legs with him lying back on the bed, and when he was ready to cum again, I sucked him harder as he rolled mostly on top of me and fucked my mouth. I liked being pinned under him like that and taking his second load as he fucked my mouth.