Elisabeth, Cait’s mom, my aunt Beth, is a therapist and she works at a women’s health center and she and my mom didn’t get along for a long time, and I know that bothered Cait’s dad a lot.I never really knew what the problem was, and I didn’t really care then because mom never let their issues get between Cait and me and she let me stay with them whenever I wanted. And anyway, that was years ago and they’re really good friends now and Cait’s mom even gave mom some counseling before and I think that helped.I asked my mom once what those things were all about and she just said “Don’t you worry about that, honey. That was all just silly mistakes and me getting the wrong idea about a bunch of stuff, but we talked it through a long time ago and you know I love her”.But the point is there was a time through maybe a couple of years when I thought Cait’s mom was a really bad person even though she was always nice when I was there, but I just thought it was all fake, and it’s not like mom ever said that she was bad but that’s just how that whole thing made me feel about her.And in my head Cait’s dad was this nice, great guy that was trapped being married to this bad person and that’s when I first kinda fell in love with him I think, even though I didn’t really know I was then. I just really liked him and felt sorry for him.And sometimes I had fantasies about him and me running away together and in those fantasies Cait didn’t even şişli escort exist, but in real life of course she did, and I was in love with her too and I loved what we did together and that first time when Cait said to me “I saw dad yesterday, like totally naked. Like all of him,” and I made her tell me about it, it was like those two people that I loved merged into this one deep, secret desire.And Cait’s mom was just in the way.But then of course I learned that aunt Beth isn’t a bad person at all, she’s the nicest person ever and she can be strict sometimes but that makes her even nicer in a way, because it’s like she’s not just stupid nice but she’s nice in a smart way, like she wants what’s best for you but she’s smart about it and she expects you to be smart about it too.And I love her, but I never loved her like I do Cait, of course. Or like I loved Cait’s dad. I never fantasized about her or anything. But then after that thing that Christmas when I saw them and she saw me, it was like she crept into every fantasy I had. I would start fantasizing about something and then she’d show up, like I couldn’t even control it.And in those fantasies she was bad again. Like, there were things Cait still wouldn’t do with me but in my fantasies she did, and then her mom would catch us and get angry and do things to me and make me do things to her, and she would tie me up and whip me and stuff like that.Or she would mecidiyeköy escort catch me fucking Cait’s dad and she would push me around and grab my hair and throw me in a cage or something. And she would make Cait or Cait’s dad do things to me or make me do things to them and she would watch, and it was stuff I had never fantasized about before and it would make me come so hard.And you know how the fantasies you have about someone never actually matches how that person is in real life? I mean, if you ever get to find out.It wasn’t like that with Cait’s mom. With Cait’s mom, I was almost dead on.A couple weeks after newyear Cait’s dad was away on business, and Cait was sick with mono and I was supposed to stay away but I’d had it before and so I figured I was okay, and I wanted to be there for her anyway, and I would go there after school and stay till the next day and I brought her homework and stuff, but she was just sleeping almost all the time.So most of the time it was just me and aunt Beth.And then one night when we were just talking about all kinds of stuff, I asked her “What was going on with you and mom that time?” and she said “Have you never asked your mom about that?” and I said “Yeah, but she wouldn’t say much.”“Well,” she said. “Your mom thought I was having an affair. That I was cheating on your uncle. In fact, she was sure about it.”“Were you?”“Absolutely not. I would never do that, I love your uncle more than you can imagine.”So I said “Then why was she so sure?” and she said “Well,” again.“She saw me with someone else.”“So you were cheating on him?”“No, never. Your mom misunderstood the whole thing.”“Oh,” I said, and then after a while I said “Has he ever cheated on you?” and she said “No, never, of course not.”And then after an even longer while, I said “Who’s Elena?”And she looked at me and smiled and said “We really thought you were in Cait’s room. You would always sneak into her room before,” and I blushed just a little and I shrugged like I didn’t know what she was talking about, and she just smiled more.Then she said “Elena is a friend from work. Actually, a client,” and I said “Oh”.And then I said “And that other blond girl you were talking about? With the piercings?” and aunt Beth laughed out loud and said “Oh dear. Well, she was a girl your uncle… uhm… met, one time,” and I said “Oh,” again.Then she said “Look. I’ll explain,” and now she used that therapist voice that she sometimes used.“You know how there are some people who seem to just be permeated by sexuality and sensuality? Like that is what their physical and spiritual core is made up of, and these people can just walk into a room and suddenly everyone there has sex on their minds, men and women.And I don’t know if it’s physiological and they just constantly ooze out pheromones, or maybe they’re the quintessential of what everyone lusts after, but these people, it’s like they constantly walk around in this everlasting aphrodisiacal haze, affecting everyone around them. A haze they themselves don’t even know exists.”